Been Here Before

I've been here before and it was to hard to handle then.

So why am I gonna let myself travel down that ol' road again?

I've been here before and I didn't like the outcome

So why is it I can't just turn around and go home?

I've been here before, I've done these things, 

I know the hurt and sorrow that this only and always brings.

I've been here before...

I've been here before...

I've been here and went there

I've done this and done that......

I'm still gonna try, can't give up now

I can't just stop, I don't even know how

Heart break, heartache, sorrow and pain.

I've cried dry tears and hid them in the rain.

I must choose, I must decide

How long can I stay on this ride?

Can't call it love, nor lust or desire

But, there's a burning deep inside; an uncontrollable fire.

It's threatening to consume me

To melt my heart totally and completely,

To take my soul and rip it to shreds.

Causing me to look on each new day with dread.

I've been here before it wasn't fun the first time

I've been here before; to have to do it again should be a crime

I've been here before and have vowed to never come again

I've been here before and vowed to never let another soul in.

I've been here before...

I've been here before...

I've been here before...

And then, like the last time, I opened the door

Sensibility walked out, pain walked in

I've been here before...and this is not the end.