Thursday, January 13, 2011

Did U Feel Me?

Did U feel me last night
as I snuggled close to U
as I lay my head on Ur chest and watched
as Ur belly rose and fell with each breath U took
as I ran my fingertips across Ur jawline,
feeling the smoothness of Ur skin

Did U feel me last night
as I hugged my body even closer to Urs
as I felt the heat off Ur skin envelope me
making me feel safe
As I whispered how much I loved U so

Did U feel me last night
as I blinked back emotional tears
as I struggled to convey to U
that I would always be here for U
as I poured my love out for U
trying to make sure U understood how I feel for U

Did U feel me last night
as I made love to U
without making love to U
as I gave to U my heart
Did U feel me last night?

Tuesday, January 11, 2011

Naked I Stand

Naked I stand before U
my soul bared
my arms outstretched
my heart wide open.

Naked I stand before U
wanting to express my love in ways sex can never reveal
wanting to touch U in ways my fingers can never feel
wanting my eyes to speak volumes my voice can never carry
wanting to tell of my love for U in ways words can never define.

Naked I stand before U
Thoughts of wanting U fill my mind
Memories of Ur kisses brush my lips
The sensation of Ur arms wrapped around my body send
shivers up my spine.
The need to feel U fills me up
intoxicating like wine.
As my mind's eye conjures up a picture of your handsome grace
Goose bumps take over and a smile appears on my face

Naked I stand before U
trying to gauge your perception
wanting to prove I can be true
longing for the chance to give my love to U
exposed to the pain that could be caused by your rejection.

Naked I stand
Naked and alone
... and afraid
... and scarred
... and in love
Naked I stand before U

Thursday, January 6, 2011

Did U Touch Me?

Did U touch me?
I know, I know that sounds like a weird question to ask.
But, as I stand here in awestruck confusion, thinking of u, I can only ask,
Did U touch me?

It might have been that soft caress your eyes brushed on my face 
as you gazed deep into me
Or, it could have been that breeze off your breath 
as you whispered in my ears
with words so soft
they crashed into me so hard they drew tears
Could it have been a fathom graze of your fingertips 
on my skin
I ask again, 
Did U touch me?

I listen daily to your words of endearment
from your mouth to God's ears, 
bypassing my soul
My yearning desire to light a fire from my toes
to the tipy top of my head
Causing confusion and excitement
and loss of breath
a light to glean in my eyes
for everyone passing by to see
I need to know, 
Did U touch me?

As I sleep and dream, and toss and turn
alone in my bed
as my core being burns
with thoughts, hopes, dreams
Deep in the middle of the night
thoughts so clear I awake in fright
Afraid of what might be,
should be,
could never be,
between we
Just tell me,
Did U touch me?

As I gaze upon ur image floating thru my head
As I wonder with fear, delight, unadulterated dread
As I consider options
choices that I'm not free to make
As I think of futures that will never be 
I clearly wonder
Did U touch me?