Did U Touch Me?

Did U touch me?
I know, I know that sounds like a weird question to ask.
But, as I stand here in awestruck confusion, thinking of u, I can only ask,
Did U touch me?

It might have been that soft caress your eyes brushed on my face 

as you gazed deep into me

Or, it could have been that breeze off your breath 

as you whispered in my ears

with words so soft
they crashed into me so hard they drew tears

Could it have been a fathom graze of your fingertips 

on my skin

I ask again, 

Did U touch me?

I listen daily to your words of endearment

from your mouth to God's ears, 

bypassing my soul

My yearning desire to light a fire from my toes

to the tipy top of my head

Causing confusion and excitement

and loss of breath

a light to glean in my eyes

for everyone passing by to see

I need to know, 

Did U touch me?

As I sleep and dream, and toss and turn

alone in my bed

as my core being burns

with thoughts, hopes, dreams

Deep in the middle of the night

thoughts so clear I awake in fright

Afraid of what might be,

should be,

could never be,

between we

Just tell me,

Did U touch me?

As I gaze upon ur image floating thru my head

As I wonder with fear, delight, unadulterated dread

As I consider options

choices that I'm not free to make

As I think of futures that will never be 

I clearly wonder

When

How

Where

Did U touch me?