It Is

It's amazing
It's terrifying
It's new
It's old hat
This feeling is foreign
and unforgettable
Unrecognizable
and Oh to well known
Where did it come from
Why am I feeling it now?
How do I define it
How can I not
What am I to do with this?
Why do I want to try?
It's simple
It's complicated
It's fun 
and scary
I want to lose myself in the excitement I feel
I want to run and hide
I'm trying on my "grown a&& woman" 
but the little girl in me doesn't want to give it a shot
I can't explain it 
I don't know how 
I can't describe it
I'm reluctant to try 
This feeling is weird
This feeling is strange
This feeling is awesome
Why am I so afraid?
(c) 2011